Hey mom,

So any way I got to my flight in time and off I was to Utah!  Unk met me at the airport and don’t ya know aunt M.’s flight landed a few minutes before mine did so we all met at the luggage carousels.   I was stunned when aunt L. told me I hadn’t changed over the last almost 20 years since they’d seen me!  We got to the house and J. popped in a few minutes after. As it was early in the day we headed to your place to begin sorting everything out. J. had rented a car so she got there before us.

You’d have been so proud of me cuz I didn’t laugh while unk was trying to find your mail box.  Totally brought me back to when I’d been complaining about how my family only knew me on a superficial level.  They went to the wrong mail box stand!  While aunty was trying the key and unk was telling me they hadn’t been able to get your mail I just calmly told them there was another mail box by the entrance that you’d gone to!  The light that popped into their eyes was awesome!  Unk turned around and I showed them where it was. Aunty handed me your key and told me to please check it!  Success and I grabbed all of your mail and we headed off to your place! So as we pulled up J. came out of your neighbor’s house and I held up your mail! I think I pissed her off as it hit me that she was trying to play the ‘good daughter’ routine! 

I’ll be honest here! I was quite stuck by how dry and devoid of life the trailer park seemed!  The last time I was there it was so green and refreshing and it was totally gone!  Any how we went inside and started looking for your important papers!  We found several but for the life of me I couldn’t remember where you told me your will was!  After a bit we headed back to SLC for dinner! After we ate J. started talking about how we may have to do a ‘holographic will’ which I’d never heard of before!  I asked her what she meant and she went into a dialogue about having to go to court etc. Then aunty asked how we wanted to work out sleeping arrangements. J. about birthed a baby bovine as she explained she’d gotten a hotel room!  I kinda chuckled inwardly as it was pretty obvious she had an issue with me! (Nothing better than Trump Derangement Syndrome so show ones insanity!)  I mean my support of Potus cooties might have jumped offa me and onto her during the night!  After she left I took my stuff down stairs and chatted with R. and J. for a bit.

When I went back up stairs I almost had a heart attack!  Unk, aunt L., and aunt M. were sitting on one side of the table and I swear I went back 30 years instantly as I saw gr’pa, aunt L., and gr’ma! Aunty and unk had aged enough to look like their parents and aunt L. looked exactly like she had 30 years ago!  I even got dizzy for a split second! It was super weird as an adult J. started chatting at me and an adult R. came around the corner!

After dinner J. came back and everyone was having a glass of wine and chatting!  Unk asked about my pendant and I told him it was a Tesla scalar energy pendant but I liked it cuz it looks like a snowflake!  All of a sudden J. started talking about Elon Musk and Tesla! I kinda rolled my eyes and went out for a smoke!  It didn’t take long for everyone else to go outside as it as a glorious evening, humming birds and all! Gosh I’ve missed the humming birds! As the sun went down we were all chatting and having a great time!  All of a sudden J. started complaining that talking to all of us was like herding cats!  That one made me smile as it really was the truth! Eventually she left and everyone went to bed and left me alone with my thoughts!  It was late for them but early for me what with the time change and all!

I’ll admit I was quite surprised to see J. competing with me!  I mean how stupid is that?!?!  We each have our own lives and they are not comparable!  I’m a former homeschooling mom married to a trucker, and she a nuclear engineer married to a nuclear engineer!  How was/is it possible that she is threatened by me?  What I didn’t know was that YHVH was about to give me a crash course in leftist lunacy! I’ll tell ya what it certainly set me on edge!  As I finished discussing the day with Abba I also asked Him where your will was!  Honestly I was so scattered that I was having trouble remembering but I sensed that J. was not good intentioned though I had no idea why just yet!  I went to bed thanking Him that He’d had me only plan to stay for 4 days! It’s funny really cuz the drama with her got so much worse but I’ll save that for my next letter cuz hubs and I have our Saturday errands to run still!

Love ya tons and tons mom and wow I still miss you so much!